Logs of a Brutor

ooc; thats it

2011-10-24T04:40:00.003+01:00

You may or may not of noticed that for the last month or two eve has been a dame free zone.

I've had enough of the constant bullshit and drama i get in game, I may return in the new year but with TOR coming out i fucking doubt it, until then ive migrated to wow :P

I may try and make it to th elondon meet in nov idk yet, til then fly brave.

Edit heres the dame death kinght :P http://eu.battle.net/wow/en/character/defias-brotherhood/Siea/advanced :P

First pvp loss mail

2011-09-15T21:36:00.001+01:00

As a few others are doing it, here's mine

Though fuck knows how i got sentry guns in curse.

2008.09.11 04:08:00

Victim: Dame Death
Corp: Spastic Corp
Alliance: Unknown
Faction: Unknown
Destroyed: Rifter
System: YKE4-3
Security: 0.0
Damage Taken: 1788

Involved parties:

Name: Amarr Sentry Gun / Guardian Angels
Damage Done: 1040

Name: Gaifen (laid the final blow)
Security: 1.9
Corp: Infortunatus Eventus
Alliance: Obsidian Empire
Faction: NONE
Ship: Unknown
Weapon: Dual 180mm AutoCannon II
Damage Done: 748

Destroyed items:

Foxfire Rocket, Qty: 30
EMP S, Qty: 1460 (Cargo)
200mm AutoCannon I, Qty: 3
Nanofiber Internal Structure I
X5 Prototype I Engine Enervator
J5 Prototype Warp Disruptor I
Rocket Launcher I
Overdrive Injector System I, Qty: 2
Cold-Gas I Arcjet Thrusters
EMP S, Qty: 92

Dropped items:

Foxfire Rocket, Qty: 280 (Cargo)
EMP S, Qty: 46

Choices

2011-06-29T15:56:00.002+01:00

“Jump”

The order came though, and I directed my Nidhogger to make the jump, the “Birthright” wasn't my first choice of carrier to do a “hot drop” but she was combat fit and in range, more then could be said for my Archons,

As my systems recovered from the jump my overview lit up, I was surrounded by about 60 Amarr militia, I didn't panic, I may not of liked it but they was friendly for a change, I ordered my fighters to attack the Target Archon, their bastards markings standing out amongst the CVA and Corim fighters also on route,

The pilot activated his self destruct systems but under our not small amount of DPS died in about 30seconds, after mopping up I piggy backed on the Corim cyno back to their base, planing to make my way back later.

It was then I was given a choice, did I wanna join corim and do that sort of thing more often, have to say it is tempting, but so is staying in Bastards, out of all my corp changes this may be the hardest to decide.

((The alts))

2011-06-07T16:22:00.006+01:00

The Daughters of the Kal'tu clan

2011-06-07T14:38:00.004+01:00

Kayli Kal'tu

Kali Kal'tu

Eliza "Dame Death" Mariska-Kal'tu

Alice Mariska-Kal'tu

Juni Sato-Kal'tu

Useless

2011-05-27T11:20:00.002+01:00

Eliza looked at the door in fornt of her, the nasty looking skull and crossbones emblem staring back at her, she pressed the buzzer and heard the ominous "Come" from the other side.

Eliza walked in, stopping just before the desk where a Brutor male sat she performed a smart salute before standing at attention. Flashfresh chucked the Brutor women a grin "Knock it off Liz you know we aint that formal around here."

Eliza chuckled "Sorry Flash, may I sit?" At Flashes nod she sat down opposite him. "So it ok if I take a Break from constant combat?

Flash removed his glasses staring at the young women in front of him as he patted the small file next to him, “You’ve only been with us a couple weeks,” he broke into a smirk at the worried look on Elizas face. “but you’ve made your mark, proven your mettle. Yes its fine you can stay in the corp, just get back to fighting as soon as you can. Dismissed”

Eliza grinned as she left the office.

A week later Eliza stood on the rail over looking the Bastards hanger, watching the Assorted ships getting ready for a patrol, the only constant between them the Bastards logo on the side. She sighed as she looked over to the back where her own capitals and subcaps sat collecting dust. “I feel useless” she muttered to herself as she headed towards the ready room to hear sit reps on the fleet.

OOC

2011-05-26T11:56:00.001+01:00

Its happened at last my craptop finally fully died :(

This means no eve for a month or so unless I can borrow my mothers comp :P

Hope to be back killing shit soon

A bun in the Brutor (New name TBD)

2011-05-24T08:01:00.003+01:00

The music carried, it carried to the gardens of the Kal'tu estate where Talis and Kali looked up briefly from their spar before continuing and it carried to the study of Kalus Kal'tu, retired general and head of the Kal'tu clan.

The old warrior frowned though not because of the Piano music carrying so far, after all the house was designed for it to. He sighed as he got up and after picking up his Khumaak and slinging it across his back headed though the corridors to the dining hall.

He stopped as he entered the hall and looked towards the piano, the tattoos on the players bare back and slightly lighter skin giving her away, he smiled slightly as he recognized the newest addition to his clan and headed over. “I see your becoming less self conscious about your tattoos.”

Eliza jumped and stopped playing grabbing her jacket and pulling it on “Your the only person that can sneak up on me you know.”

The old man Chuckled “You ain't the only one spec ops trained you know.” He moved to stand behind her and patted the piano, “That's the first time this has been played since my wife died.”

Eliza hurriedly tried to put the cover back down “Sorry.” she looked up as Kalus put a hand on her shoulder.

“Leave it kid, its nice to hear it again, even if Alicia never played Its a long way to Tipperary”

Eliza chuckled, “Well I learnt it on the front even went there one day just after we took Arzad.” She turned sombre and turned to her adopted Father “I got the results back from the medic”

“Oh?” Kalus sat next to her on the bench, “And?”

“Its as I thought” Eliza sighed “I'm six weeks pregnant, I have told Flash I don't want to fly much until.. well you know”

Kalus grinned “Cant say I'm pleased you've gone pirate again, but am that you've found a home not to mention are bearing my first Grandchild. Any thoughts on who the father is?”

Eliza sighed, “No, I'm a combat pilot and soldier I am a little free with...”

Kalus cut Eliza off “I know the drill don't worry.” He stood up “Well I'll leave you to your playing, be safe, and keep a eye on your sisters.”

Eliza nodded as She started playing again.

Matari

2011-01-14T07:37:00.002Z

Am I Matari? My clan seems to think so even after knowing my past, most my corp and allaince mates think so but myself, I'm not sure.

Causality and Electus

2010-12-15T12:09:00.006Z

Its funny how things change, not 3 weeks ago I told my sister Alice there was no place in the republic for me. She took it ok however when I told a friend of mine, Challis, this he pushed a little harder.

"So your giving up at the first Hurdle? Did you think it would be easy."

I have to admit he gave me cause to think, I hate giving up and as any that has fought me will say I rarely do so or run.

So I swallowed my pride and sent a Message

I have to admit I wasn't expecting any response but within a few days I was contacted by Arnulf Ogunkoya, A member of Causlity, a EM corp that was willing to give me a chance.

So now here I am, on my 3rd year as a capsuleer and trying the straight and narrow path again, and have to say I really hope I dont fuck it up this time. If I dont maybe just maybe I can make up for my past and finally earn the right to call myself Matari.

OOC: Thats it.

2010-11-28T23:41:00.003Z

Right the reason I play this game has disapeared. (seems it was a bit of bullshit)

If I wasnt basilcy playing this game solo I may of carriedon regradless.

As it is unless I find a corp I enjoy for Dame in the next week or so, I'm gonna do something I hate doing and give up.

Was fun while it lasted and No you cant has my stuff :P

Rebuilding

2010-11-23T11:18:00.001Z

Eliza leaned on the railing over looking her hanger and smiled as she saw a Nomad class Jump freighter being towed into position, to offload. at the far end.

As she watched the hanger crew offload a Fleet issue Tempest, and start to move it into position to be fit and ready to launch at a moments notice, she heard foot steps behind her. Without turning, a smile formed on her lips again “I see you brought the rusty stuff first.”

Alice frowned slightly, she had hoped to be able to sneak up on her sister, a feat she hadn't ever been able to do. The frown turned into a small smirk as she gestured to the Revelation class dreadnought “Resolution” and Archon class carrier “Destiny” that dominated the hanger. “Well you already have too much slaver stuff for my liking.”

Eliza chucked as she put a bare, heavily scarred and tattooed arm around her sister shoulders pulling her closer “Well you sold most my Matari stuff remember.”

Alice smiled weakly “Well you needed a break Liz, and I'll have your hanger stocked again in a few more trips.” She frowned slightly as she looked up to her sister noticing new tattoos on her face, she beamed as she noticed they matched her own “The Kal'tu's took you in?”

Eliza raised her hand to her face and nodded “Yeah, even when I told them I didn't plan on staying in the republic.” She paused looking at her sister, waiting to see how she took this news.

To Eliza's surprise the younger Brutor nodded. “Yeah I have to admit you was right, seems the capsuleers of the republic don't give a shit you helped kick CVA out of providence, the fact you once served them is enough to condemn you.” Alice chucked a weak smile at her sister as Eliza's face darkened a little.

“I did more then serve them kiddo,” Eliza leaned on the railing again, looking over to where techs was piling boxes of ammo against the hanger walls, avoiding her sisters eyes. “I flew for them, killed for them, so well in fact that my owner at the time,” she paused and sighed as Alice looked away from her at this, Eliza had never discussed her time in slavery with her before. “My owner of the time decided to free me, rather doing what I should of done, left the empire and sought out my own people, I continued to serve as a free pilot of CVA. If I hadn't seen Chopin in trouble that day I may of still been flying for them.” Eliza smiled weakly as she turned to look at her sister. “I couldn't leave a friend in trouble, even if we wasn't as close back then as we are now.”

Alice was surprised to see tears in her sisters eyes, Eliza rarely showed any kind of weakness or even softness. She felt her own eyes watering and when she spoke her voice shook. “Why?”

Because their was a corp once”,weather Eliza really misunderstood the question was unclear, however Alice suspected she deliberately answered this way and she decided to let Eliza finish. “Don't think you know them, they was called Ghost Festival and I left them when they was in trouble.” Eliza sighed once again leaning over the railings. “I have never forgiven myself for it and it remains one of the biggest mistakes I've made. I swore to myself I'd never let a friend die, lose a ship or suffer in any way if I could stop it again.”

Alice placed a hand on her sisters shoulder “That's not what I meant Liz.”

Eliza sighed again as she turned to once again look into her sisters eyes. “I was raised as a Kameira kiddo,” she looked at her sisters build, Alice's arms as toned and muscled as her own. “And I suspect if you hadn't been smuggled out of the Empire when you was a kid you would have been as well. It's not a excuse and it isn't meant to be but you did ask.” At her sisters nod Eliza continued. “They drilled their faith into me, made me believe from birth that what I was doing was right. It took me a long time, too long to overcome that. Every time I thought I had, something would happen that made me return to it, until you came along that is. You was my saving grace kid, I had no idea you even existed until the beginning of this year yet seeing you made me think about it and find out where I came from. I'll never serve the Empire again, you've given me hope, a clan and most importunity a sister I care about .”

Alice just said two words, trying to keep herself from breaking down into tears. “The Kal'tu's?”

Eliza nodded “They know the important bits, I wouldn't take their offer of adoption until I had told them my past.”

Alice looked at the women who had come to be known as “Dame Death”, a warrior known for her short temper, Prowess in combat both in space and on ground and until the beginning of the year her inability to choose a side in the Matari versus Amarr conflict. She shook her head then embraced her sister in a hug. “Liz I'll always love you as a sister and as long as you promise your never return to the slavers I'll always be by your side.”

Eliza returned the hug and smiled weakly. “Kid I've done some awful things in my past, but I broke a Amarrians nose last night for trying to get me to return, I said I never will and I wont.”

Alice broke free of the embrace and returned the smile “So what you gonna do now?”

Eliza shook her head “To be honest kid, I don't know, I'm exploring a option recently reopened to me after a long time. But its a long shot and may not happen.” Eliza looked back out to her hanger “When you've finished restocking this place I'll actively try and find out in space. Until then I'm just trying the route that doesn't involve blowing people up” Eliza smirked at her sister.

Alice smiled back “Well I'll try and hurry up, but for now I've gotta go Liz, sorry but need to make this run. And think about what you've told me.”

Eliza just nodded as her sister headed towards the pod gantry's to her nomad and returned to looking out over her hanger.

Huggar

2010-11-06T14:50:00.001Z

Eliza walked out the space port and turned towards the town looking at the women beside her “Alice is gonna be pissed I flew.”

Kali, still wearing the flight suit of a home defence fighter pilot smiled and shook her head. “She'll be OK with it. After all you was defending Matari space from Sansha and she is a Kal'tu.”

Eliza chuckled “Yeh, you flew well out there today Kali.”

The other Brutor smiled “You didn't call me kid.”

Eliza looked at the women only a few days ago had attacked her and smiled “You flew well enough to earn that.”

Kali smiled again the sighed as the pair entered the dojo owned by the Kal'tus “Yeh its a shame in a way I'll rarely fly a Einherji again, I heard this morning I got accepted to Republic University's Capsuleer program.”

Eliza chuckled and slapped the other Brutor playfully on the back “Grats, and don't worry I still have time to fly my fighters now and then.”

Kali chuckled as Elizas comm beeped then frowned as she saw the expression on the other woman's face “Whats up?”

Eliza shook her head “That little.........“ She looked at Kali, “A mates sister seems to of ran away, to come to me of all people I've gotta go pick her up.”

Kali raised a eyebrow but just said “I'll fly come on” The two women rushed back towards the space port.

A week later

Eliza watched the shuttle carrying Cami and Cia take off then looked up as Kali approached rubbing the new socket on the back of her neck. Eliza chuckled “Don't worry your get used to it.”

Kali smiled a bit “Yeh hope so, So what you gonna do now the brats back with her sister and safe?”

Eliza shurged “Well Alice said she releases me from my promise to stay in the republic guess she realised I ain't welcome here.” Eliza smiled weakly “Guess I'll head back to Palmon got some friends near there and its kinda fun.”

Kali chuckled “Yeh, Knowing your kind of fun I feel sorry for people round there but hope you sort shit out.”

Eliza just shook her head as the pair walked towards the pub.

First day on Huggar

2010-10-04T23:38:00.003+01:00

The bar tender looked up as the women entered, she was young no older then 24, but his old eyes spotted the fact she walked with the grace of a trained fighter. This alone wasn't enough to worry him to much after all her facial tattoos did proclaim her as Brutor like himself. What was cause to worry was they didn't state her clan, unusual in itself but when coupled with the fact she was wearing a long jacket and trousers witch hid any others she may have it was down right curious.

However he had been a barman long enough that when she approached the bar and asked in fluent, though he didn't recognise the accent, Matari for a Ale he poured it without question, though looking into her eyes he saw more years there then her age betrayed. “This kids seen too many battles.” He thought. She payed and sat at the bar pushing her red braids back from in front of her eyes revealing multi pierced ears for a second.

He shrugged to himself and headed to the next customer chucking a glance at a group of people in the corner most wearing uniforms of TLF crewman and marines, not capsuleers but normal grunts like he had been back in his youth.

He let out a smile, remembering past battles,as the group of soldiers started singing.

“Men of Auga stop your dreaming
Can't you see their Hull plates gleaming
See their Ion trails streaming
To this battlefield “

He served the drink then turned his gaze back on the odd women and frowned as he saw her lips moving and heard her voice over that of the group the song now on its third verse.

“From the hills rebounding
Let this song be sounding
Summon all at Sasa's call
The mighty force surrounding “

The bartender shook his head as he spotted that the group had also noticed the red head singing it and a few had started to head over. As they reached her he started taking the more expensive bottles off the shelf putting them under the bar top.

“And what right do you have to sing that?” The speaker was another Brutor female this one not hiding the tattoos she had.

The bar tender put the last bottle under the bar and stood up just as the red head stood up herself sliding her jacket off “You have no idea Kid.”

The sight of the redheads arms made even the grizzled bartender do a double take, They was covered not only in tattoos but by dozens of small raised unusual looking scars, “Been a while since I saw those.”

The Scarred women grinned “Long time since I met someone who knew what they was.”

The bar tender shook his head at the small group confronting the women “I wouldn't.”

Most the group moved off except the women who had spoken who charged at the red head. “Don't call me Kid.” The bartender winced as the red head moved too swiftly to follow and defy moved to the side sending the other Brutor over the bar into the empty shelves, she then slid down the wall coming to a rest in a heap on the floor, before sitting back down and sipping her drink.

Now intrigued the tender moved over to her “Whats your name,” He lowered his voice “Kameira?”

The women sighed “Eliza Mariska and kindly don't call me that.”

The barman went to respond when another patron stood up “Alice's sister?” A Brutor bearing the marks of the Kal'tu clan, the owners of the local training dojo moved up to stand beside her.

Eliza nodded “Yeh,”

The Brutor chuckled “I'm Talis Kal'tu, her clan brother and that kid you so neatly put on her arse is Kali her sister as well.”

Eliza smiled “Yeh sorry about that” She offered a hand to Kali who was coming round and helped her up.

Kali shook her head “Don't worry about it, hell if I'd known who you was I'd of brought you a drink not attacked you.”

Eliza chuckled putting her jacket back on “You took my blood in, and offered me your hospitably without ever meeting me. I think I'll be paying for the drinks while I'm here.”

The bar tender looked on perplexed as the group decided to go and see where Eliza would be staying he then raised a Eyebrow as Eliza chucked a chip on the bar “Sorry bout the damage” The bartender swiftly pocketed the chip as the group left. She had given him a 2mil Isk chip more then enough to buy his bar many times over,he wondered for a second why someone that rich to be tossing that about would drink in a “local” but wiped it from his mind and went about the business of placing bottles back on shelves.

TLF Again

2010-09-30T12:40:00.007+01:00

Men of Auga stop your dreaming
Can't you see their Hull plates gleaming
See their Ion trails streaming
To this battlefield

Men of Auga stand ye steady
It cannot be ever said ye
For the battle were not ready
Stand and never yield

From the hills rebounding
Let this song be sounding
Summon all at Sasa's call
The mighty force surrounding

Men of Auga on to glory
This will ever be your story
Keep these burning words before ye
Matari will not yield

I smiled as I heard the song come over the comms, these midday patrols were always the most boring but needed to be done.

"Stay frosty lads, And remember theres some women of auga to." As my fleet laughed I checked the Camera drones of my dramial and saw that the compund was ours. "one down"

"Night hawk at my "Plex" gate." the call came though a litle rushed.

"Right guys be ready." I set course for the gate reported and as I exited warp I smiled The pilot hadnt left probally wondering why he couldent enter, I got point and shortly after the command ship wasnt bothering us any more

"Right Sasa jobs done I'm rtbing then standing down." I sent the message and after reciving the reply of "Good job Mariska." I left the fleet and started home.

I started thinking as I headed back to base, it has been 3 weeks since I left piracy behind on the request of my sister and have to admit its done me good.

As I dock up at base I smile to myself and decide its time to find a place to call home.

Coveant Attack

2010-08-07T23:38:00.000+01:00

The Falcon touched down and from her capsule Ja'li Dertian sent a message to the hold.

“Your in rest is up to you I've done my part.”

Eliza Mariska double clicked her comm to acknowledge and looked at the only other member of her squad.

Vincent Pryce, The veto insignia on his dark combat suit blacked out, Checked his rifle one last time before slinging it onto his back and clipping his knives into place on his belt. “So far so good.”

Eliza nodded and checked her own weapons before drawing a silenced pistol “Lets go.”

The bay doors opened at Ja'li's code. And the two capsuleers passed into the Covenant of Ithiria Deritan.

Eliza looked at the Gallente as they walked unopposed towards the barracks “This is too easy where the fuck is everyone.”

Vince chucked the Brutor a sly grin “Don't Complain” as the pair entered the lobby in front of the slave barracks. Eliza broke into a run as she spotted a corpse on the floor and knelt next to it.

“Fuck its Kay. Vince check inside.”

“Their here but asleep and Fuck me Lizzy she looks just like you.”

Eliza flashed a weak grin as she laid her jacket over the body of the young Jin-Mei “I forgot you'd never met Alice better I wake her you get Sienna.”

She headed inside and carefully nudged the sleeping form of her sister “Hey Kid time to roll.”

Alice Mariska grumbled as her eyes snapped open suddenly fully awake “Don't call me kid and took you long enough.”

Eliza shook her head and unslung her rifle handing it to the younger Brutor. Looking over her shoulder she saw Vince doing the same to Sienna who looked at Eliza with red eyes. “Kay....they Kill..........”

Eliza nodded “Yes she's outside Ill take her Vince take point.” At the Gallente's nod she walked over to the body of Kaylee Orchidia and hoisted her carefully over her shoulder.

The group headed back to the Falcon without incident Eliza shook her head as they boarded the ship. “That was to easy.”

5 hours later.

Vincent Pryce stood a bit away from the smouldering pyre watching the Brutor scoop up the ashes.
Eliza then pulled a knife from her belt and cut a long gash in her arm without flinching.

Vince raised a eyebrow slightly as Eliza then rubbed the ashes into the wound and held them there until it stopped bleeding before heading back over to the ships.

Memorial

2010-06-29T13:09:00.002+01:00

The words said by Eliza Mariska CAG of the Alcys and Capsuleer at the memioral for the bomber pilots lost in the attack.

Pilots, friends.

We have just sent off 40 of our Wingmen and yes they may of survived if as some of you are saying we had just blasted the planet some of you have come to call “The shit hole” from orbit.

But think of this why when the mission was simple recon would we wanna kill that many people? The person who set the charges killed your friends not Your command staff.

Yes we took a bloody nose but we will recover and come back stronger then ever to get our revenge. Lets leave this in the past until then and think of the future.

Yes we're alone Yes this ship rarley see's the actian it deserves but NO we are not without hope.

I may be a capsuleer but as the older pilots amoungst you will know I'm nearly always up there with you I die outta the pod thats it I'm gone.

So to you I say this We will previl we will continue and we will WIN.

Now drink hearty guys send them off in style.

Destruction at Dawn

2010-06-29T11:58:00.001+01:00

The Achlys recovered from her jump and aligned to the planet on either side of her Sub Capitals and two Thanatos class carriers bearing the Markings of Citadel, Lonetrek and Forge Guristas bands formed up flanking the Nyx class super carrier.

On bored the Achlys the only capsuleer of the fleet Sienna “Nauticaa” Orchidia opened up a comm channel.

“Right guys you know the plan simple Re-con mission with a twist we go in land troops and raid the databases for information concerning the location of Kaylee Orchida and Angelina Ballentyne,”

Sienna waited for a moment for the cat calls on the Guristas ships and even amongst her own crew at the mention of Ange to die down, She was one of them and they knew it.

“Remember your training trust the guy next to you and we're get though this and be one step closer to bringing them home. Battle stations.”

At her last words controlled chaos erupted as bomber pilots scrambled into space to be joined by the fighter escort from the carriers.

As the fleet exited warp in orbit of the planet, A lightly defended outlying Deritan estate 5 frigates and 5 cruiser rose to meet the formidable assault force.

Down on the planet the dawn was ruined as the sky suddenly grew darker as thousands of missiles rose to meet the defence force quickly followed by 10 explosions.

Aboard the Achlys sienna smiled at the reports her bombers had taken down the land based batteries before they could make any major effect on her fleet, She made a note to praise the Guristas TRIAGE ability as she gave the order for drop ships to land.

50 Attack ships each bearing squads of 20 Guristas detached from the under belly of the Nyx and headed towards the planet, Fighters and Bombers followed closely in escort formation.

“Red leader this is Assault one we are touching down”

“Copy that Red blue and green squads pull up prepare to offer Air support.”

But as the fighters started to come about to form a perimeter a massive explosion rocked the estates .

Aboard the Achlys Sienna watched in horror as all 40 fighters in the air was destroyed by the blast as well as the drop ships and All of the estates.

“Fuck all ships BUG BUG BUG I repeat all ships pull out.”

The Nyx and the two thanatos's started to apply remote reps to any and all ships as the fleet started to turn away trying to out run the blast coming towards them.

“All ships away ma'am” The report came in from the captain of the lead Thanatos.

“Roger that get outta here”

“Not until you do Ma'am.”

Sienna swore but order the Achlys to align just as the mighty ship reached full speed she was rocked as the blast reached the 3 ships.

“Damage report.”

“Half armour Ma'am that was a hellva blast but were here.”

“The Degauss and Victory?” Sienna named the 2 Guristas Carriers that were on her flank

“Degauss is gone Ma'am Victory is badly hurt and listing our DC party's are en-route already.”

Sienna nodded to herself and sent a message preparing to rescue whatever crew members from the doomed Thanatos's as she could before pulling out.

On the other side of New Eden Eliza read the message then looked at the sleeping form of Dia beside her and held her head in her hands “What the fuck have I done.”

Past Sins

2010-06-18T12:12:00.002+01:00

I guide my Vagabond cruiser carefully along the length of the Achlys, Sienna's Nyx class Super Carrier while looking though my camera drones at the bulk of the Gallente built ship.

A sense of alarm fills me for a second as I see a Archon class carrier bearing the markings of the 1st Praetorian Guard passes unhindered though the shields of the star base, it leaves as I see docking tendrils extend from both it and the Super carrier and realise sienna is refitting.

I sigh as I know she's refitting to leave. I dunno where and I doubt even she does but I hope the fact she is being assisted by a 1PG carrier doesn't mean she's returning to the empire.

I turn my back on the “Achlys” probably for the last time and set off.

The Empire, my masters before I lost my memory and became a capsuleer. And who I believed I should serve as soon as I found this out. Holy shit what a mistake that was.

I can still remember the look on mryh's and the others faces when I left and the wardec came in. Thinking back I have no idea why I did that and will never forgive myself for it. But that doesn't change the fact, I did it. I betrayed the people who took me in when I was at the lowest I'd been at until now.

I gave her a chimera the other day. I really hope she doesn't think it was to make up for what I did. I want to of course but its something isk cant do.

I direct the Heavy assault cruiser though another Stargate and sigh again.

How the hell am I supposed to make up for betraying my friends. When I was a Kameira I wouldnt of dreamed of it. Why now I'm one of the immortals would I do that.

I let out a scream the sound hidden by the fluid surrounding me. That part of my past will never be forgotten as it shouldn't but I swear now if I can make up for it I will.

Now how to do it without fighting beside them that's the hard part.

**The Vagabond speeds away towards a belt.**

the biggest fuck up yet

2010-06-13T18:55:00.002+01:00

A rare OOC post just cus I need to get it off my chest will do a IC one soon(tm)

Right I no stranger to fuck ups and have been making them since the day I left Preta.

But I have to say this is my biggest yet and may cause me to quit eve. About a week ago i spoke to a old mate of mine and got invited to join his Cry Havoc corp.

I've just got a Nyx for my alt so thought “hell ya time to use it.>”

unfortunately hedliner (my mate) then decided to go on holiday and his 2ic “the nova” well seems he doesn't like me :P

so after burning all my bridges I'm now corpless and tbqfh screwed.

Well that's my bitching done for now will make a IC one when I know how dames RP is going or if I quiting witch tbh I dont wanna do.

Josh/Dame/the rest of the army

The Meeting

2010-05-27T01:42:00.000+01:00

Diane looked up from her paperwork at the Brutor female sitting patiently across from her in Commander Chopins waiting room and frowned. What was she doing here again and what was so important she was willing to wait 2 hours just to see the Brass.

The Brutor looked up as the office door opened and Diane hurriedly looked away.

Chopin appeared in the door way of the office and looked at the Brutor who stood out of respect raising a eyebrow “Guess you better come in Eliza.”

Eliza “Dame Death” Mariska followed the Black rabbits CEO into his office and stood smartly in front of the desk, snapping a salute to the 2 caldari already stood either side Federic “Gilgamesh1980” Chopin's chair as he settles into it.

Ryan Masonary and Amy “Cynobaby1” Rheyne the two commanders of the White rabbits the industry corp of TGA ignored the salute both eyeing the red haired Ushra'Khan warrior with some distaste. Chopin however nodded and indicated the seat opposite him pulling a pad out of a pile while Eliza Sat down.

“I some how always knew you'd be back Eliza.” Chopin looked up from the pad. “However these two have some issues.”

The Brutor sighed slightly “Permission to speak freely sir?” At Chopin's nod she continued “Sir every time I leave I come back I have the Rabbits in my blood and cannot see myself leaving again If thes....” Eliza stopped short as Chopin raised a hand.

“Your in Kid don't worry I said you was so you was.” Federic didn't seem to notice the face Amy made at this.

The slight Caldari women spoke up “However you're friend Mia is not welcome in TWR I promised her one return and she used that a few months ago.”

Ryan, The CEO of TWR spoke for the first time. “If and only if you prove yourself will she be allowed. I warned you last time.”

Eliza sighed “I guess I expected that. Me and The commander have seen battle together many a time Sometimes just the two of us and maybe sienna versus up to 200. My honour is the only thing I Have left after changing corps so many times. I'm a warrior so if I can prove myself to you two via fighting I will if not I guess Mia wont be able to supply me as easy.”

Chopin seemed to detect the tenseness of the two white rabbits as he Nodded to Eliza and said “Dismissed get your billet sorted tell Sienna to contact me when she's ready.”

Eliza “Dame Death” Mariska now a Rabbit again nodded and headed out of the office.

Time to ride into Hell

2010-05-02T12:42:00.001+01:00

(( re: this/ ))

I looked down at the message again feeling more anger then I had in a long time.

“Gallicia has Camilla” There was a set of coordinates as well.

The door to her room burst open and Sienna rushed in followed by a few other pilots. “When we move?.”

I shook my head “I cant ask you to do this guys.”

I smiled slightly as the whole group burst out laughing with various calls of “you didn't”

A few minutes later I was on board my revelation looking at Sienna's Nyx spooling up its Jump drive. I twisted my drones around and saw the other ships of this small feet preparing for battle.

It was time to come for my people again, This time a personal friend.

Random Musings

2010-04-29T02:54:00.003+01:00

Blood traitor.

Two words that have been used to describe me a lot lately. Although never by those Matari that fight beside me everyday. When I put this to my comrades in U'K a few weeks ago and asked to be tried the response I got from a few I have to admit made me smile a bit

“fuck that shit. someone much higher up than me gave you an opportunity to prove yourself in the ushra'kahn, and that' all I need to trust you”

This was proven a few days ago when, due to Sienna assisting some old friends of ours in the bleaks, we was both asked to either promise not to do it ever again or leave TDR.

I've already abandoned enough friends in my past so for me this wasn't a option and Sienna agreed. However within a few hours of this being known we was offered places in most other corps in the Alliance.

So whatever I was in the past, Angel. Ammatar, Gurista doesn't matter.

I stand now proud as a fleet commander of the Ushra'Khan who's being called blood traitor by Matari who most the time are not even out of school yet. Guess what I have to figure out is how to convince them I've changed without fighting beside them.

Return to g-5 Part one

2010-03-05T13:41:00.001Z

G-5EN2

Providence.

I guide my Curse class recon into the docking bay my camera drones picking up the Vagabond class assault cruiser on my flank.

I dock and as I disembark I see the pilot of the Vaga is who I thought it would be.

Karn Mithralia...... A foe I have always respected now a allie and one of the few I know still holds some respect for me.

He gives me a curt nod and we exit the hanger in silence the assault rifles over each of our backs sign that the station wasn't quite secure.

We head deeper inside going down to where the old “re educational” facility was the marines we pass given Karn a quick salute. I follow the other Brutor silently tensing as we exit the lift at the sound of small arms laser fire.

I chuck a glance to my left and see Karn already bringing his rifle to bear, I do the same knowing the marines hadn't got this deep yet.

As we round the corner still yet to say a word to each other I see 2 figures in Amarr uniforms pouring fire into a group of slaves crowed against the bulkheads.

It comes without thinking the rifle comes up and the two figures fall. Looking closer I see their Brutor and hear Karn mutter “Fucking Ammatar.” he makes a call and soon a squad of troops arrive to take care of the survivors and we continue.

We turn a corner and I stop there in front of us is the great doors of the “Re-educational” facility.

Without a word me and Karn head to the doors and standing on opssite sides push them open.
After a few barges they give way and a foul stench Emerges.

Ten months earlier

I check my weapon and head in the slaves lining the walls all securely tied. The two guards behind me point me towards the back. “She's over there.”

I nod and head over to the back ignoring the glares I'm getting from the Matari salves and reach my target.

I saw the vherokior blue eyes staring into my own silently asking for mercy. But I had my orders I put my pistol up against her head and fired.

The guards moved forward to remove the body but I wave them back. “No leave it that's what terrorists get.”

Present day

I lean against the wall and see Karn moving to support me I wave him back “I'm fine.”

I gather myself and head inside.

To be continued.........

New Colours, Old Sins

2010-03-02T12:06:00.001Z

Catch.

Unknown system.

02/03/112YC

I willed the small but powerful Purifier class bomber forward slowly careful to stay cloaked. While looking the station in front of me over.

As I passed over the top I saw the red fist painted on the stations surface. The same emblem was painted on the ships out side it. I once again checked my cloak, It didn't matter it was painted on the underbelly of my hull as well I had been fighting these guys for almost 2 years and was consided a blood traitor by many of them. Wouldn't be surprised if they saw the Amarr hull and opened up.

Not without reason did I have this tag, For the past 18months on and off I've been flying under the flag of the Amarr empire.

I increased my orbit making sure to avoid the patrol vessel's that may de cloak me. “Where was she.”

I double checked the message Sienna had sent me Yes I was in the right place so where was she.

Suddenly my proximity alarms sounded a Thanatos class carrier had landed right on top of me. I banked sharply up my cloak disengaged my heart in my mouth as I noticed the U'K markings.

“About time you showed up Eliza get that thing on bored already.” The familiar Jen-Mei voice put me at ease as I guided the frigate into one of the hanger bays.

One hour later.

I look over the table in the bar at Sienna her Jen-Mei skin almost as dark as my own.

“Its strange being on the other side I'll say that.”

She smiles weakly putting her drink down looking straight at me.

“This is it Eliza no more switching sides. Makk has given us the chance probably getting ripped into for it to. You swap again I will not follow you.”

I nod slowly knowing she speaks the truth and is serious.

“I'm as fed up as moving as you are Sienna don't worry. Going to be hard to be trusted though, Hell your have it hard enough but I'm a Brutor that's spent 2 years helping the Amarr,”

She nods and stands up heading to the Exit. “Just keep your head down fight like hell and hope for the best, It'll work out if you fight for it.”

Sienna leaves leaving me to think on her words.

Midnight return

2010-02-23T11:15:00.001Z

The cyno died and the Massive bulk of the Moros class Dreadnought was slowly towed into the docking bay.

As she came to a rest next to the Thanatos carrier already there the small amount of deckhands working this late had to wonder why 2 capitals bearing the Markings of the Amarr Empire was docking at this station at the dead of night. Although the station orbiting Ishomilken five was officialey a State Protectorate Facility it was well known it was controlled by the Gurista's

A small green haired Gallente women broke away from the small group of techs and headed towards the un docking ramp of the Moros the Engraving on its side clearly visible now “HMS Hood”

A tall slender young women in the uniform of a Amarr Arch Lieutenant descended the ramp and grinned as she saw the Gallente. “Hows the sprog Mia?”

Mia grins a hand dropping to her stomach. “Fine. Good to see you “Home” Sienna.

The Lieutenant grins, despite her uniform clearly not a Amarrain. “Any ideas what this is about? Chopin says get here I get here but have to admit I'm curious.”

The pair head to a gantry overlooking the pair of capitals the bow of a Abaddon class Battleship can be seen being carefully unloaded from the Carrier as Mia shakes her head. “You probably know as much as me. Does the fact your carrying a 'Baddon mean Eliza's coming?”

Sienna shrugs as the pair make towards the Hanger's exit. “No idea but she mentioned something about her slaves being here. So she may clone Jump if she's called.”

The Pair reach the exit and Sienna sighs.”Time to go see if my quarters are still mine I'll catch you later kiddo.” Sienna hugs the smaller women and disappears down a corridor.

Dogfight Part one

2009-12-15T23:28:00.001Z

December 111yc
In orbit of Ishomilkeen V
Hanger bay Thanatos class Carrier TGA Hope.

A blond women carrying a clip bored walks though the racks of fighters and assorted support craft glancing around. She spots a pair of Green trousered legs sticking out from underneath a firblog set off in the corner all that was near it was a Dragonfly and a Einherji all 3 looking battle-worn.

As She got closer the Blond noticed each of these 3 fighters had a silver engraved plate below the cockpit.

On the Green/grey hull of the Firblog it read “Lt Sienna “Nauticaa” Orchidia

On the blue/green hull of the Dragonfly it read “Justine “JD” Death

And lastly on the red hull of the Einherji it read “Eliza “Dame Death” MariMariska.

As the blond gets closer she chuckles and says aloud. “I see why you wouldn't let my auditors near these.”

A bang, a hiss and swearing can be heard from underneath the fighter as a Olive skinned dark haired women slides out on a roller board covered in oil “Bloody hell Ange.”

Ange chuckle and leans against the Firblog. The black rabbits badge clearly shown on her old Caldari Navy flight Jacket. “Its a improvement Sienna ” Ange gets a rag off the wing and hands it to Sienna.

“Yeh yeh” Sienna wipes her face then looks down at her green pilot suit Black rabbits insignia on the right shoulder the wings of a Firblog pilot on her left breast “Been too long since I wore this and yeh no one touches these ships.”

Angelina Bellentyne placed her IA clip bored on the floor and circled the Firblog. “Looks likes she's seen some action.”

Sienna nods. “That she has they should be here Ange.” Sienna shakes her long black hair loose and hoists herself onto the small wing of her Firblog. “JD's MIA presumed KIA and Eliza well you probably know more about that then me.”

Ange stops by the Tail fin of the firblog looking up at it with a frown. Clearly marked there as well as on the other two was the CVA markings. “They need a paint Job. And as for Eliza her time will come give it time the Commander forgives slowly if at all.”

Sienna nods. “Yeh been meaning to do that Ill do them all at the same time.” She sighs as she hoists herself off the wing and goes stands by the Eniherji looking at the kills marked in between the Name plaque and the cockpit.. “He seems to forgiven me....”

Sienna is cut off by a chuckle and a familer voice that makes both women snap to attention. “Not quite but your getting there.”

The two Women snap a sharp salute off as Supreme Commander Federic “Gilgamesh1980” Chopin steps into view closely flanked by Amy “Cynobaby1” Ryen “At ease.”

The two women follow this order with parade ground persision. As the Commander continues “Were talk about that later right now we've picked up a strange signal on system scanner tell your CAG I want the two best you have to go take a look that is all.” With this Chopin turns and walks out the hanger followed closely by Amy.

Ange turns to Sienna with a grin “Sometimes I wonder how close those two are.” Ange frowns as she spots the strange look on Sienna's face. “What's wrong.”

Sienna grins “Two of the best eh? “ She looks towards the pilot ready room then to the Dragonfly next to her Firblog then back to Ange. “you rated.”

Ange grins and starts to head towards the ready room where flight suits were ready. “You bet your arse.”

“Get these ships into the tube.” Sienna shouts as the two women enter the changing rooms.

Less then five minutes later the two are saddled up and in the launch tubes.

8 Months earlier.

F-yh5b
Cva outpost

A lone Firblog shoots out the launch tubes disappearing into warp.

In the command centre Equinox Deadlus looks up from the goat in front of him and curses shouting into the intercom. “Fucking Orchidia. Mariska, Death scramble get after her.”

Less then a minute later the Dragonfly of Justine “JD” Death and the Eniherji of Eliza “Dame Death” Mariska shot out the launch tubes and disappeared into warp in the same direction as “Nauticaa's” Firblog.

In the command centre “C&C” The voices of the two response pilot's could be heard.

“Stay frosty JD.”

“Come on Dame It aint been that long since I flew this.”

*Chuckle* “Its been too long this side.”

“Know what yo...” *static* “Wait whats that.”

Present day Dec 111yc

The two fighters speed out from the launch tube of the TGA Hope navigating around the multiple capital ships moored outside and fall into perfect formation.

In C&C Commander Chopin piped the comm chatter though the speakers.

“Stay tight Overlord I'm lead.”

“Roger Nauticaa on your 6”

“Got it on scan stand by. Overlord go right.”

“Going right.”

“Control seems to be a...... What the hell.”

“He's right behind you break Nauticaa fucking Break.”

To be continued.........

Thinking.

2009-12-12T08:30:00.003Z

Thinking something I'm accused of not often doing but recently have found myself doing too much of.

As I looked though my camera drones at the TBR battle cruisers flanking my Abaddon class battle ship I found myself doing it again.

This time I found myself thinking back to when I was in Idle. A green as hell Hurricane pilot without a care in New Eden. Since then I've gained experince, contacts, allies and most of all foes.

As one of the Hurricanes of TBRA flew past my bow I swore if by oem miracle I ever wore TBR coulers again I'd fit a few of those ships and go bac to how it was but older and wiser

No Hope?

2009-12-09T11:22:00.002Z

Five days. Its been five days since Naut left me to rejoin the Rabbits and still no response about my rejoining.

Mabey I was right and Carm was wrong there is no hope.

one step closer

2009-12-01T18:56:00.005Z

I sit in my Pilgrim class recon and sigh as I think about what had happened in the past few months since I'd left the Gurista's. I was broke out my revive by the Familar voice of Amy "Cynobaby1" Reyn broke though my comm system.

"Big humpty ready to Jump."

"Roger." I sent back smiling once again to myself that I was being trusted enough to do this. "Stand by. Cyno up." I sent as I decloaked and ordered the beacon lit.

"Hold Cynobaby1. Hold. Wait for my order." The curt but soft accent of Nauticaa broke threw just as I spotted the great hull of her Thanatos class carrier appear above me so close I can see the name embroised on the green hull no prefix just "Hope". I heard Amy sign proberly wondering why after 4 unevental jumps me and Naut was insisting on doing things by the book.

"All clear bring that tub in." No sooner had Nauticaa said this then I saw the hull of thr Rorqul class captial appear beside her carrier.

Both caps docked ust as my cyno died and I docked as well. I head to the docing bay Amy is using and grin as I see Naut already there. "Had same idea then?" Naut just nods and we both snap to attenion and nod our respect as the Caldari women appears.

"You have my thanks I'll tell Mia you said hi." Cynobaby1 was cold as normal but passed me a envelope before departing I opened it and smiled inside was mine and Nauts Golden rabbit Gurista's insignas left on Cmder Choplins desk all those weeks ago. We may not be Rabbits again yet but we're one step closer.

Freindship

2009-09-18T17:32:00.004+01:00

A Brutor stands infront of a table a starnge look on her face and a badge in each hand. In the right the golden rabits head of the Guristas in the left the 3 rabbit skull logo of TGA,

She pins the Guristas emblem to her chest then sighs as tshe puts the TGA one into a envolped mark "Cmdr Chopin."

As she does this 4 more women a Jen-Mi, Civre, Gallente and annother Brutor enter and stand behind her each wearing the Gurista's emblem on their chest and holding a envolope of their own.

Without saying anything they each pat Eliza on the shoulder and place their envol opes next to hers.

Eliza looks to the group and without saying anything heads to the exit closley followed by the rest.

One group of freinds bound by the Guristas forever but not limited to TGA head out the door.

Bloody Amarrians.

2009-09-16T22:01:00.003+01:00

I looked at the peice of paper in my hands for the 5th time, still not believing it. "Suspended from the Rabbits until further notice."

Sure, I'd left, but I realized this is where my heart is and returned immediately.

It seems the Drake I shot while it was neutral was kicking up a fuss. I don't know why, as he had 2 carriers and 10 bc's with him and I just had my Cane and Nauticaa in her Carrier. Not my fault they didn't have the balls.

Bloody Amarrians, guess they can't be trusted even when they fly under the Gurista flag. I truly thought Chopin was different. Hell, I gave up a shit-ton to have the pleasure of flying under him again.

Well, it's done now and I'm left with a choice: do I wait and see if I can rejoin, or take my axe somewhere else.

Thing is I have no idea where to go. I could go back to Assah where I know I'd get blues immediately and cause trouble 'round there. I could talk to Menace about going back to EAK or I could do what has been bugging me recently and rejoin my friends in the Crusade. Thing is, even though I have friends there, that is the only reason I'd return and I'm not sure I can stomach fighting for the Empire again. Or, do I take Makk up on his offer and join U'K... although I have to say, cloaks give me a rash.

A break

2009-09-11T02:09:00.004+01:00

I watched my last Battleship being loaded onto Nauts carrier and sighed to myself.

I am leaving TBR, Hopefuly not forever but for a while at least. I am and always will be still a Gurista but for the moment my style of combat and TBR's dont match.

I looked over to the window of section_8 and saw JD Mia and Alice standing there.

Alice... shes still a mystery to me but she is my sister. She seems still bothered by something and I will not rest until I find out what that is.

While those three remain in TGA I will be back. Just for now I can help both them and myself more by doing what Im doing.

I nod to myself as I board the transport to my new base. I will be back maybe not for a while but in the end and I'll be better at my job when I am.

candys excuse (story wrote for a mate)

2009-09-07T13:42:00.000+01:00

A siren sounded though the halls of Isho V in Section_8 the few Black rabbits gathered exchanged worried looks before rushing for their ships. Even though Alarms were common in this station this particular one meant something all TBR members knew and feared. White rabbit in trouble

.In the OP's centre Federic "Gilgamesh1980" Chopin watched the Intel come in with a frown. He sighed as he realised it wasn’t Amy 'Cynobaby1' Reyn in trouble. He then frowned harder as he read the rest and activated the intercom.

"We have rouge Guristas in Jan they have taken and are holding hostage "Bad Candy."

On the hanger deck all eyes flashed towards the younger of the candy sisters. "Mean Candy" had a determined look on her face as she stepped into the pod below her Sleipnir.

The Intercom continued. "We have been authorized by HQ to eliminate these Rouges, Mean we're with you if you need us. Gil, out"

As the rest of TBR were "Saddling up." The Sleipnir of "Mean Candy" burst out the hanger."I’ll handle it." Was all that was heard before she was off scan.

Nauts Return

2009-08-25T18:05:00.001+01:00

The sky lit up as the Cyno field flared out aginst the night sky. The Patrons in section_8 looked out of the exterior window as a Moros Class dreadnaught cynoed in. A few Guristas recognized the markings and cheers rang out. Nauticaa had returned home.

As a Thanatos undocked to meet her and gaurd the cyno boat, Section_8 emptied as there was a mad rush towards the docking bay; leading the crowd was Justine Death, otherwise known as JD.

They crowded around the rails overlooking the bay as the mighty Gallente ship crawled its way into dock once again cheering as the Jin-mei stepped out, moisture still visible on her hair and olive skin.

JD ducks under the railing and rushes towards Naut "Changed your mind then?"

Nauticaa chuckles and returns JD's hug "Yep, Eff didn't wanna know so I guess its time to make a new Family with the Guristas. Where's Eliza?"

Jd shrugs as a voice speaks up and Carmilla D'Morenta slips into view from behind JD. "I saw her going down below. Don't know why."

The mood suddenly changes as JD and Naut look at each other, worried. Naut gestures to a group of crewmen disembarking "You six come with us, the other five stay with Carm."

The crowd parts to let the group of eight Guristas pass. All eight have a determined look on their face and draw their blasters as they enter the elevator.

Family

2009-08-23T21:26:00.001+01:00

Family. One word that I have never fully understood.

Oh, I know what it means, and have seen it in others - most recently Ange and her sisters - but the closest I've ever come to it was the comradeship of my fellow pilots.

That all changed yesterday. It seems I have a little sister. Well, not that little, she's 18 and a capsuleer herself. In the service of the Sansha no less.
*Eliza sighs* The cruelty of the Empire is still chasing me even after I've left it behind.

It seems we were separated from our parents at a early age. Me to start my Kameira training and her to become the plaything of Amarr nobles.

Well, it seems I've gone from having no family to having two. My comrades in arms and my little sister. I guess the first thing I have to do is convince her to leave the Sansha.

I hate these kind of problems, they can't be solved by shooting something.

Back to basics

2009-08-15T17:59:00.000+01:00

Isho V State protectorate logistic support.

From the outside it looks just like any one of the dozens of such stations around the area. But inside things are totally different.The first sign somethings amiss is the fact that, unlike most stations of its kind, the capsuleer ships outside it don't bear the markings of Caldari Militia, but those of the Guristas. More specifically those of The Black Rabbits.

Upon entering its obvious that if there are any state employees on this station they are heavily bribed. The signs of the Guristas are everywhere, especially along the corridor leading to the hanger assigned to the rabbits. Propaganda lines the walls and the noise from "Section_8" drowns out most of the actions in the corridor.

The hanger itself is immense. Workers in guristas uniforms constantly busy refueling and rearming the sizable fleet of the Rabbits. On a balcony overlooking the hanger in front of the bay window off "Section_8" two figures, a Brutor and a Civire are leaning on the railings.

The Brutor, Eliza "Dame Death" Mariska, turns to to the Civire , Simply called JD. "Yeh I know, You've said it often enough."

JD chuckles "Just saying its good to be back Eliza we both know we wasn't happy in the Empire, shame Naut is leaving us though."

The Brutor nods. "Yeh and maybe Kalta too. She did just lose her mother after all if the rumors are true. But its gonna be like old times just me and you, well and the Guristas of course."

The pair start slightly as a small cough comes from behind them turning they see a petite green haired Gallente. JD pulls the teenager closer in a big sister like grip "Dont forget Mia here" JD chuckles.

Eliza ruffles the youngsters hair "Who could forget Mia now shall we head to OP's? Nauts about to leave I believe."

The Gallente and Civire nod and follow the Brutor to the command center of the station. Like all areas its obvious the true owners of this station are the Guristas. Through the view port a Moros Class dreadnought can be seen as well as smaller sub capital ships.

Without warning all Guristas ships and the stations sentry guns fire a salute. just as suddenly the Moros cynos out and Nauticaa leaves their lives.

Log Entry 08/08/111yc

2009-08-09T00:55:00.000+01:00

*Eliza appears on screen, her eyes red as if she's been crying*

What did I become......

I'm finding it hard to even talk to other Matari, now that I'm free of whatever drugs the Amarr pumped into my system, I realize how monstrous I must have appeared to them.

*Eliza looks at her bare, scar-covered arms* When those drugs were removed, my scars became visible. They're everywhere, all caused by the Amarr.

The thought I willingly went into slavery makes me sick, even though I now know I wasnt entirely myself, it's no excuse.

*Eliza turns away, showing the scars on her back to the camera as she looks at something off screen. She then returns her gaze to the camera*

The few Matari I've spoken to within the Guristas seem to be ok with me. I think it's because they see we're all now serving the same cause, but I'm not sure I'm ever gonna forgive myself.

I went to a party at Three Sisters tonight, I had donated a Fleet Issue Tempest to it so thought it polite to make a showing. I kinda wish I hadn't gone. I've never felt so alone. The people I called friends before I returned to the empire for the first time won't even give me a second look.

I did meet a young Matari there that I've met a few times and have to say I see a lot of myself in her. I just hope she doesn't make the same mistakes I did. I told her if she ever needs anything to let me know but I think she just thought "Damn blood traitor" and didn't belive I was only trying to help.

I would be lying to say I didn't miss the old days when I could walk into the Last Gate and have a chat with Jen. Ethan, Myrh, Kimmi. Vaden and the rest but I think there's no going back from what I did, though I can't say I blame them.

The only one from "The old crew" I still talk with is the one I thought would never talk to me again and that's KJ, I have to say I have been trying to wind him up just so he'll get mad at me, Over a comm channel, not sure what I'd do if we met face to face.

I've not seen Jen for a while and I do hope our friendship isn't complety ruined, Last I heard she had left Veto to explore wormholes.

*Eliza sighs and picks something up from the table.*

I think it's time I forgot about the past and concentrated on the future and keeping my true friends alive.

*Eliza pins the Bronze tag of a Guristas ensign to her flight jacket and slips it on*

Its time to be Eliza again and not who people want me to be. Protect my mates, fuck everyone else. Its been a while since I went by that and I think it made me a worse person not living by it.

*Eliza gets up and walks towards the door, looking back at the camera, she reaches it.*

I really regret not thinking of this before.

Mariska out.

*The feed cuts off*

New Home, New Face

2009-08-08T14:03:00.000+01:00

I sat in the pilots' lounge in Isho V station, Section 8, looking out at the hanger where ships of all sizes, from the academy's sizable t1 frigate fleet to TBR's battleship fleet and dominating the hanger the Dreads and Carriers of the Guristas, could be seen.

As I just sat there looking at the array of power I heard footsteps behind me. Looking around I saw Commander Chopin standing there with a few guards. "Oh crap what have I done now?" I asked jokingly.

"Not here" he replied and led me off to the stations medical bay. When we arrived he explained that the medical I had gone through when I joined TBR had picked up some drugs or something in my blood that changed my appearance and loyalties.

I don't pretend to understand this but he said it had to be purged, so it was. When I awoke after the surgery I looked a lot different: my pigmentation had returned and my tats faded and grew.

I left that operating table a new person and am now a Gurista until the bitter end.

The Return

2009-08-05T06:44:00.000+01:00

I saw the HIC as I jumped though into Isho and smiled to myself, "Here we go."

Then, something else came across the local channel. It seems my ex mistress, scouting for me in a Anathema, had been having a conversation with Federic 'Gilgamesh1980' Chopin, my old boss and the CO of The black rabbits.
The message was, "Do you still wish to fly under the TBR Flag?"

I thought about this for a moment.The thought I could be free from slavery of some form or the other for the first time in my life was too tempting to pass up.

My ship broke its cloak and started to lock the HIC as I sent over the comms, "Yes commander, it is." The Onyx suddenly stopped firing, and I released my point and watched it warp of.

After a brief chat and a quick gate fight I was back serving the Guristas; forgiven for my past crimes though I doubt they are forgotten.

The Lone Wolf

2009-08-03T19:37:00.000+01:00

My Pod hooked into the powerful assault ship's hull and I smiled to myself. I had waited a long time for this moment: The day I flew my first Wolf.

The Wolf, named for a mythical creature found in packs. Lone wolf is a saying that had been used to describe me in the past.

As I undocked the powerful frigate I thought about this. I guess that was a good way to describe me. Always fighting always alone even when in a fleet there was very few times I actually trusted them the way I should.

I looked though my camera drones at the small but potent vessel and saw the markings on the side, no longer that of slavers, but that of my first employers the Guristas. I never thought I'd be welcome in their ranks again.

The last time I was a Cadet in TBRA, an installation I will always regret not graduating from. This time, though, I was invited back as a soldier for the Guristas via Black Rabbits.

I willed the small craft to orbit the Station taking a look at the ships out side. Nauticaa's Thanatos - she had been undecided about my new choice of career, but after her first battle alongside our new comrades, she saw that they live and die by honour. That's good enough for both of us.

As I aligned my craft towards the stargate, I smiled as a few other frigs fell into formation beside me. "Lone Wolf" no longer, I set out on the hunt.

Time to change

2009-06-29T11:48:00.000+01:00

I sighed and grinned slightly as the last Freighter entered warp. "Job done align for POS." I sent to my crew and awaited the order to pull out while thinking about how far I had come.

Two months ago I betrayed both myself and the Empire by giving into my nature and going pirate once again. Now I was asked to be part of a small escort group for a CVA convey and if the Cargo is what I was told it was it needed a lot of trust to ask me.

I turned my Camera drones to look around my ship and thought how small this squad was just my Armageddon class battleship and an AFC Pilots Hurricane class battle cruiser. I zoomed closer in to the ‘Cane and saw the Firblogs tailing it and grinned they had my corps Markings witch meant Naut was awake and doing her Job. Even so it was a small group and I was honoured to be part of it.

"Both Freighters docked and safe thanks again and stand down." The order came in from the Admiral. "No problem Admiral anytime." I sent back and ordered my crew to warp to Naut within ten KM.

My `Geddon came out of warp alongside the Thanotos and I stopped to admire its pure size while once again seeing the CVA Markings on it and seeing how far I had come.

Their was a time she would of been setting her fighters on me without mercy but now Naut full call sign Nauticaa had become one of my closest allies. We slaved our Nav computers together and I escorted her back to station when we was both "Depodded" and in the Lounge having a well earned drink I thought about how it had come about that I was now in the service of CVA.

Basically I wasn’t happy pirating again even though I thought I would be it seems the blood of innocents is no longer something I desire. And have to say I'm glad about that. Anyhow after leaving the Gurista's I went back to kam after a few skirmishes with Amarr militia (All of which I replaced) I returned to my old quarters. Upon reaching them I saw someone, properly Admiral Grr, had arranged for 100 copies of the Pax to be delivered there. I have to say they did what whoever sent them hoped they would do and it wasn’t long before I called Equi, someone I had fought alongside before. Despite my fears he said he’d take me into his corp so now I am working once again to prove myself loyal.

Looking around the Lounge I saw plenty of pilots in CVA uniforms and I know some of them would love to see me kicked out of mine.

As I glanced around I thought to myself. "I'm not going to give them what they want it's time to start thinking more."

I also had a chat with Jen the other day I think our friendship is long gone. Have to say I'm a little sad about this but what’s done is done.

She did say one thing that is kind of bothering me. She seemed to think I was without honour whereas what I believe is honour is the one thing I pride myself on. Always honouring duels and being the last guy out the fray.

That’ll do for now may make another entry soon.

Once again new corp new home.

2009-04-19T04:28:00.000+01:00

A lot as happened yet again and now I’m back serving the Guristas and I have to say it feels good..

It all started when I was drinking in the three sisters when Jen turned up she didn’t seem to like the fact I had let myself be enslaved and I have to admit I don’t know what I was thinking.

But that’s behind me now and even though I know I have said this before and have a lot to prove I do think I’ve finally found myself a family in the Guristas. Well when I have proven myself that is at the moment I’ve never felt so alone.

I’ve managed to alienate nearly everyone I know get barred from 2 of the most welcoming places in New Eden. The bars called “The Last Gate.” And “The Skyhook.” I’ve also found myself without any guidance what so ever a situation I haven’t been in for a while.

But it’s a small price to pay to finally be free I guess and who knows after I get myself sorted maybe things will start sorting out.

Well now that’s off my chest I’ll try and record more.

storys

2009-03-17T23:25:00.001Z

a collection of storys by me can be found here i will still blog now and then but mainly writing storys at the moment

A lot of changes

2009-03-09T11:14:00.000Z

A lot has changed since my last post. So I'll just keep IT as short and simple as I can.

I am now a slave and my new Mistress has ordered me back to the crusade.

I did say I'd never return to the lines but I must obey.

One small mercy she's allowing me to do it via AB-C a corp I've flown with many a time and respect.

This has got me once again KoS to CVA but I think it's time I stopped worrying what anyone else apart from my lady thinks.

So a quick message to the tribals.

*Grins* I'm back boys and this time for a while.

the big mistake

2009-02-17T22:46:00.000Z

the big mistake (( i cant be arsed to write it again and its a public forum))

quick ooc post

2009-01-29T00:49:00.001Z

this is a quick ooc post just to say dam its good to be trusted the reason its ooc is i did it on a alt as dame cant pop a cyno.

a mate from my old idle days asked me to pop a cyno for him i said sure logged alt on and headed over as i was heading over he told me it wasnt his thanny i was cynoing but his nyx man its good that he still trusts me . btw i asked him to pop me you know what cynoings like.

Back where she belongs

2009-01-27T22:09:00.000Z

((this is a story i worte a while back it takes place just as dame enters AFC so isnt in time line with the rest))

I sigh in relieve as I finely hear “Docking request accepted “though the comms just as the -7- fleet after me lands. I say thanks into a private channel to the pilot who had warned me they was coming then depod and start to walk about the CVA station. How things have changed a few weeks ago the only time id be near a cava station would be if I was shooting at it and the only time I’d of been allowed inside would of been in chains.
As I walk though the promenade of Elpioth Gate I wonder how many of the Ammarians giving me strange looks wish I was in chains.
Feeling even more aware of my facial marks and Tribal clothing then ever I lean on the barrier overlooking the deck below and sigh. Who would have thought receiving that data file would change so much. Seems “Dame Death notorious outlaw and 36th most wanted in New Eden was and could be again. Eliza Mariska born and bred to serve the Empire. To be honest this sounds better then what I was.
I look towards the AFC office below and see movement. At the same time I receive a message saying I’m no longer considered an outlaw and may pass freely though empire. I swallow my fear aware of the massive decision I’m about to make and head down towards the office. As I enter I see my lucks in and the person I noticed from above was Shern the CEO of AFC and one of two of their members that helped me question if serving the Angels was the right thing to do.

A quick chat later I’m accepted into the AFC and am once again severing the Empire. As Shern opens comms with the -7- fleet camping me in to confirm I am friendly I take a look at myself in the mirror Admiring my new uniform and smile to myself. Dame Death notorious outlaw is dead. Eliza Mariska Novomod, Ex Kaimirea and defender of G5 is back where she belongs. I receive confirmation that -7- wont fire on me and head back towards my ship for the first time in months feeling at peace with what I am.

Confused again... big surprise

2009-01-27T11:28:00.000Z

I will say one thing things were easier when I was with idle or even ghost for that matter. For vairous reasons mainly the fact that i dont agree with scaggas command stlye I now fly for the 24th crusade. But I am conflicted can I honesty say I'm willing to fight for a Empire that leaves me to die? I returned to the mandate mainly to find my past now that I have I have a decissen to make. Do I continue unhappily serving the Empire just because of my past or do I find something esle to kill for. I cant see me serving any of the Empires again but as Jen keeps pointing out theres more out there then that.

Speaking of jen she made a offer that was unexpected genourous and tempting were have to see what comes of it.

The only other thing worth recording I think is meeting Mynxee for the first time. I was out testing my new toy a navy slicer when I saw her on local We exchanged greetings and after a quick scan I saw she was in a firetail she saw I was in a slicer and that was it. We both agreed to a uick duel just for fun and met in a safe. Longest friggie fight ive ever had I cudnt catch her she didnt dent my armor after about ten minutes both pissing ourselves laughing we called it a day.

We had a quick chat afterwards where i think she might of picked up some of the feelings I've commented on here but it was a fun fight even if there was no winner.

A lot of changes

2009-01-13T13:42:00.000Z

I've had a reason for not making an entry for a while it's been a confusing couple of weeks.

First of I've found my name and some of my past. Seems I was a Kameira called Eliza Mariska. I'm properly more surprised then you but it explains why I feel at home around this area.

Since my last post I've sorted my standings with concord out enlisted in the Amarr Militia via AFC. Witch is even more strange as a couple of weeks ago I was fighting these guys with all my power.

Well that’s it for now No more dame death I am now Templar Lieutenant Mariska. Novomod and proud servant of her imperial Majesty Jamyl.

End of a era

2008-12-15T13:24:00.000Z

Well thats It I've given up piracy. Icant explain it but ever since I entered Derelik I've been feelin wrong plain and simple. This area seems famirler mabey I was here before. well I guess I'll find out in time.

Hmmmm?

2008-12-12T11:47:00.000Z

I'm just recording this to see if it helps.

I've just read a file we found on a wreck about the Kameiras. I haven’t disclosed this to my fellow Angels. But as I was reading it I experienced Déjà-vu like I knew it already and felt like I had lived through it. This got me thinking maybe just maybe the reason it seems familiar is I was one of these Kamerias. But that doesn’t explain how I ended up in the middle of Matai space with no memories. I met a couple of Ammaters in the 'Gate the other night maybe next time I see them I'll see what they know about Kameiras. Until then I'll just keep searching for clues about my past. Maybe replaying this back will help we'll see. Well that’s it for now.

Inpasse

2008-12-08T05:09:00.000Z

Right I’m going to cover a lot in this post a few kills, a loss and in my opinion the only solo kill I’ve ever had that means something as well as this...

At the moment I don’t know who I am or what I think. As I mentioned in a previous entry I can’t remember anything before I got my pilots licence not even my name which is why I go by my call sign. Back when I was working for the Guns it wasn`t a problem I killed stuff, slept, ate and hated slavery and Amarr because that’s what I was told good Matari did. Since I joined the Angels I've started socialising such as having a drink now and then in The Skyhook and occasionally daring to enter the Gurista owned bar The Last Gate.

Now back to my dilemma over a drink by myself in the `Hook one night I started thinking. I’m supposed to hate slavery but work for the Angels (and am happy doing it too.)

I’m supposed to hate Amarr but have met a few outside my pod that are actually ok and have met some more that have had my back in a fight.

So you see my problem I`m a Matari who isn’t anti Amarr or Anti slavery in fact I do owe some people some apologies. So at the age of 20 I am at an Impasse of life. I think for the time being I should just forget about what I can’t remember and start afresh so in future I will treat everyone with distrust until they earn my loyalty then I will die for them many times over regardless of race. Now that’s enough of me rambling on about my personal stuff on to the fights.

First off my loss it’s already been covered mainly in the FCs logs so ill just concentrate on what happened in the belt. As we landed I saw 2 Sansha ships nearby I gave the order to engage and put them out of their misery. As the last ship went down the curse appeared. "Wait for it" I said over comms as I ordered my ship to close. "Point." was said over comms as I put y ship in a tight orbit and engaged then I saw that the falcon had uncloaked. Why the hell had he done that? Not what I would have done. It was then I realized I needed to fly with my wing mates more to get used to their style. The falcon pilot I was used to would of waited until he was needed before showing our trump card anyhow I degrees back on subject. A quick glance at scanner showed the system filling up with CVA. As the order to abort came over comms my ship was already aligning then just as I thought I was safe the alarm sounded indicating I was scrambled. I reported this and got reengaging from the falcon pilot. "Negative" I said. "There’s too many GTFO" turning to my crew "I said that goes for you too." as my crew got to the escape pods I made a half hearted attempt of fighting back. Then to my horror I saw that CVA was picking off my crew escape pods one by one as I was distracted by this my cap ran dry and my ship lost control. I got my pod out and returned to base still shocked by how many ships they had brought.

Now on to the kills I was just admiring my new Hurricane the Avenger A when a call came out about 2 war target interceptors in the next system. Me and Athas were the only 2 currently in base so we suited up. He got in his wolf and I got into my trusty rifter. It felt good to be alone in a ship again I like my `Canes but it is nice every once in a while to only have to worry about yourself. But once again I digress. We left station and headed to the targets last known location. They wasn’t there since we was already in space and probably so we cud get to know each other a bit better Athas ordered me to follow him and we started a roam. After several empty systems we saw a hulk on scan. Athas gave a nice simple order "Find him point him." I grinned to myself this I was good at. In less than a minute I had his location I transmitted it to Athas and entered warp. Sure enough when I landed right in front of me was a hulk. I established and announced a point just as Athas. And we began to pour Fleet EMP on to this poor little care bear. "Ogre`s are out" Athas reported and I smiled to myself he could only carry 2 one each. Sure enough as I poured my fire on 1 of the drones I saw the other 1 go down. After he was defenceless we contained firing then Athas sent on the local channel 50mil can you guess what he said. As we was going through the wreck a Harby and Ruppy showed up and started to attack Athas I moved to help keeping my speed up and pouring fire on the Harby. Unfortunately Athas went down and ordered me to safe up and wait for GCC. As I was doing this more pilots reported for duty and Athas made his way back to HQ to get a new ship. They spotted a myrm in our base system and started making plans. Athas asked me how much longer and when I replied at least 10 minutes I could sense him hesitating he knows that between our 2 canes there’s not much that will stop us. Unfortunately his hand was forced but they did ok with what they had. Once I returned to HQ we had a quick debriefing and decided to head out again same ship types Athas, Kimmi, Aria and Zukko in AFs me in a rifter because I haven’t got my AF licence yet. As we formed up I got a order I hadn’t expected from Kimmi, "Take scout." this was understandable as well as being the fastest there my ship was also the cheapest in fact I have 15 of them ready to go at all times, but scouting was something I hadn’t had much experience at. Never the less I entered warp and jumped in following a route that Kimmi had sent to my nav computer. After a few jumps I saw something that looked promising a new pilot and a rupture on scan. As I warped to a planet to scan the rest of the fleet waited in the next system. I started my scan when suddenly I saw the cruiser off my port side. I ordered my small but powerful ship towards him at full speed acquired and announced point and unleashed not hell but hail, and as I'm sure fellow Matari will agree that’s much worse. As I picked up my back up on scanner a curse jumped in right next to me. I do not know why but he cloaked and we didn’t see him again. Anyhow once the squad landed the ruppy didn’t have a chance.

As the rest of the gang waited out their GCC (I didn’t have it as I acted in "self defence.") I scouted ahead. A few systems over I spotted a mining op and narrowed it down to one belt. As I was waiting in a safe for the squad to be in position I noticed them bugging out but leaving cans. "I'm going to wait 10mins with permission Ma`am" I sent to Kimmi. I got confirmation and waited. After about 5 minutes I picked up a crow and Itty 5 on scan "stand by" I transmitted as my ship entered warp to the belt. They were there alright but to my despair 90km out. I activated my mwd and flew straight at the hauler. He got out so I changed course towards the crow. At 24 km I got and announced a point. At 15km I deactivated my mwd at 12km I started firing at 8km he was dead. I was not expecting that. As the gang landed and saw that all that was left was a Sansha cruiser I got Congratulations over the comms. Sure we were the same hull size but his ship had been designed to take mine down.

After this we returned to base pleased with ourselves and I got a message from Athas just 8 words but those 8 have me reason to think. "How do you feel about training new pilots?" As soon as I was debriefed and cleaned up. I went to his office. "Sir you do realise I'm new myself?" I asked.
"Yes pilot, but dam you do know what you’re doing." After a brief discussion I agreed to give it a try and see what happened. I just hope I don’t get anyone killed. Ok that’s it for now I know it’s a lot but my new service with the Angels is more eventful then I thought.

Blobbers in training.

2008-12-05T07:52:00.000Z

I know it’s not been long since my last entry but I've been in one of the best fights I’ve had since we took DHB Wildcats nightmare down.

We were sitting outside station waiting for a cane we knew was docked, me in my trusty Gist Vengeance (A hurricane class battle cruiser.) Khrane in a Tempest, and to my disgust although later I was glad it was there an old mate of Khranes in an Armageddon an Amarr Battleship. As we waited I cud sense my crews unease with sitting just off the golden bemouth, It was a new crew and probably thought what was I doing not engaging they don’t realise that even though I`m not the Amarrs biggest fan I don’t mind flying alongside my fellow Ghosts who are Amarr. After all we all left our homes behind when we sided with the Angels.

Anyhow that’s enough about politics back to the fight. As we were waiting suddenly we lost audio commutations a quick investigation confirmed that they were being scrambled. I switched to text comms just as a thorax appeared 180km away from me right on top of the sniping tempest. A quick order later and I was right on top of the 'rax. Ad he was going down four or five more contacts appeared including a few battleships. As the 'rax went down I ordered my ECM drones and firepower on the megathron and ordered the alignment to a nearby planet. Then horror or horrors my ship entered warp seems like my crew misunderstood the order. A quick outburst from me later we were back in the fray. Anyhow it was a good fight an ill think your say we won . Even if we didn’t kill everyone they didn’t kill any of us and we held the field.

Most wanted

2008-12-03T18:36:00.000Z

I’ve just received a message from an old friend.... apparently I’ve somehow become the 45th most wanted person in New Eden.

While I was working fixing the engines on my Hurricane I thought how far I had come.

I’m only 20 years old 4 months ago I had never flown a star ship 2 years ago I was still enslaved.

Somehow I managed to get some insorum and escape back to the republic. I can’t remember much of the last 2 years properly partly due to the victoc withdrawal party due to the fact it happened so fast. My memory I slowly coming back but is still hazy at the moment. What I do remember is enrolling in the RMS and getting my pilots licence. As soon as I had it I left for the outlaw’s life.

Well that’s it about the past on to the future.

Now I’ve got aver 160mil on my head I’ve got to change the way I fight at the moment lie most Matari I just load Hail and charge in hoping for the best. When I was in idles employment this worked because they never engaged unless they had superior numbers. But once again am blabbing on about the past again plus I prefer engaging outnumbered and outgunned and still coming out victorious. This just means that like I said before I’ve got to use tactics more than firepower.

Well it seems I'm in a good Corp for that PRETA seem to like hit and run tactics which is good for me since most my ships were designed for just that. Speaking of ships this new 'Cane and crew seem to be doing well have yet to test her fully but have cleared out several drone nests and Sansha Bases.

Also while we're on the subject of ships I finely got my licence to fly the Angel cruiser the Cynabal today and my she does fly though the sky and looks amazing too, the techs reckon it'll be 4 months or so before she’s fully battle ready and I can’t wait.

Well I think that’s it for now I’ll get back to you when I’m settled in a little more.

Not a good start

2008-12-02T03:28:00.000Z

Not the best start to my new job for one thing I’ve just finished writing letters to family members and I hate doing that. So here’s what happened.... I was settling in to my new home had just fitted a Hurricane and found a crew for it so decided to run some space trails. Anyhow things were going well until a domi decided to pay us a visit and me in my stupid egotistic mind set engaged. It was going ok until he activated his nutes then things went bad real quick. I noticed my cap drain then saw the drones heading for me I shouted orders to activate nano bots and keep injecting power in the capacitor but it was no good. The thing that hurts me the most is the crew being new didn’t know exactly where the escape pods were so despite me giving the order to abandon ship not many survived. I was a costly lesson but I believe I have learnt it I should stick to hit and run tactics and only engage when I want to. I hope for the sake of those poor souls who lost their lives due to my stupidity that I listen to my own advice. Anyhow hope I have better news to report next time.

Ghost Festival

2008-12-02T02:51:00.000Z

So started work with a new corp today looks pretty good especially since they work for the Angels not the Guristas like I`ve been doing so far.
I was getting really bored of defending Zvarin Karsha when all I really wanted to do was blow him and all the other Guristas in system outta the sky.
Well that part of my life is over though I might go back one day to complete my wish.
On to pastures new I’m still a rookie pilot having only got my licence about 3 months ago but hope I can do my part to help make this experiment a success.