I guide my Vagabond cruiser carefully along the length of the Achlys, Sienna's Nyx class Super Carrier while looking though my camera drones at the bulk of the Gallente built ship.
A sense of alarm fills me for a second as I see a Archon class carrier bearing the markings of the 1st Praetorian Guard passes unhindered though the shields of the star base, it leaves as I see docking tendrils extend from both it and the Super carrier and realise sienna is refitting.
I sigh as I know she's refitting to leave. I dunno where and I doubt even she does but I hope the fact she is being assisted by a 1PG carrier doesn't mean she's returning to the empire.
I turn my back on the “Achlys” probably for the last time and set off.
The Empire, my masters before I lost my memory and became a capsuleer. And who I believed I should serve as soon as I found this out. Holy shit what a mistake that was.
I can still remember the look on mryh's and the others faces when I left and the wardec came in. Thinking back I have no idea why I did that and will never forgive myself for it. But that doesn't change the fact, I did it. I betrayed the people who took me in when I was at the lowest I'd been at until now.
I gave her a chimera the other day. I really hope she doesn't think it was to make up for what I did. I want to of course but its something isk cant do.
I direct the Heavy assault cruiser though another Stargate and sigh again.
How the hell am I supposed to make up for betraying my friends. When I was a Kameira I wouldnt of dreamed of it. Why now I'm one of the immortals would I do that.
I let out a scream the sound hidden by the fluid surrounding me. That part of my past will never be forgotten as it shouldn't but I swear now if I can make up for it I will.
Now how to do it without fighting beside them that's the hard part.
**The Vagabond speeds away towards a belt.**
Friday, 18 June 2010
Sunday, 13 June 2010
the biggest fuck up yet
A rare OOC post just cus I need to get it off my chest will do a IC one soon(tm)
Right I no stranger to fuck ups and have been making them since the day I left Preta.
But I have to say this is my biggest yet and may cause me to quit eve. About a week ago i spoke to a old mate of mine and got invited to join his Cry Havoc corp.
I've just got a Nyx for my alt so thought “hell ya time to use it.>”
unfortunately hedliner (my mate) then decided to go on holiday and his 2ic “the nova” well seems he doesn't like me :P
so after burning all my bridges I'm now corpless and tbqfh screwed.
Well that's my bitching done for now will make a IC one when I know how dames RP is going or if I quiting witch tbh I dont wanna do.
Josh/Dame/the rest of the army
Right I no stranger to fuck ups and have been making them since the day I left Preta.
But I have to say this is my biggest yet and may cause me to quit eve. About a week ago i spoke to a old mate of mine and got invited to join his Cry Havoc corp.
I've just got a Nyx for my alt so thought “hell ya time to use it.>”
unfortunately hedliner (my mate) then decided to go on holiday and his 2ic “the nova” well seems he doesn't like me :P
so after burning all my bridges I'm now corpless and tbqfh screwed.
Well that's my bitching done for now will make a IC one when I know how dames RP is going or if I quiting witch tbh I dont wanna do.
Josh/Dame/the rest of the army
Thursday, 27 May 2010
The Meeting
Diane looked up from her paperwork at the Brutor female sitting patiently across from her in Commander Chopins waiting room and frowned. What was she doing here again and what was so important she was willing to wait 2 hours just to see the Brass.
The Brutor looked up as the office door opened and Diane hurriedly looked away.
Chopin appeared in the door way of the office and looked at the Brutor who stood out of respect raising a eyebrow “Guess you better come in Eliza.”
Eliza “Dame Death” Mariska followed the Black rabbits CEO into his office and stood smartly in front of the desk, snapping a salute to the 2 caldari already stood either side Federic “Gilgamesh1980” Chopin's chair as he settles into it.
Ryan Masonary and Amy “Cynobaby1” Rheyne the two commanders of the White rabbits the industry corp of TGA ignored the salute both eyeing the red haired Ushra'Khan warrior with some distaste. Chopin however nodded and indicated the seat opposite him pulling a pad out of a pile while Eliza Sat down.
“I some how always knew you'd be back Eliza.” Chopin looked up from the pad. “However these two have some issues.”
The Brutor sighed slightly “Permission to speak freely sir?” At Chopin's nod she continued “Sir every time I leave I come back I have the Rabbits in my blood and cannot see myself leaving again If thes....” Eliza stopped short as Chopin raised a hand.
“Your in Kid don't worry I said you was so you was.” Federic didn't seem to notice the face Amy made at this.
The slight Caldari women spoke up “However you're friend Mia is not welcome in TWR I promised her one return and she used that a few months ago.”
Ryan, The CEO of TWR spoke for the first time. “If and only if you prove yourself will she be allowed. I warned you last time.”
Eliza sighed “I guess I expected that. Me and The commander have seen battle together many a time Sometimes just the two of us and maybe sienna versus up to 200. My honour is the only thing I Have left after changing corps so many times. I'm a warrior so if I can prove myself to you two via fighting I will if not I guess Mia wont be able to supply me as easy.”
Chopin seemed to detect the tenseness of the two white rabbits as he Nodded to Eliza and said “Dismissed get your billet sorted tell Sienna to contact me when she's ready.”
Eliza “Dame Death” Mariska now a Rabbit again nodded and headed out of the office.
The Brutor looked up as the office door opened and Diane hurriedly looked away.
Chopin appeared in the door way of the office and looked at the Brutor who stood out of respect raising a eyebrow “Guess you better come in Eliza.”
Eliza “Dame Death” Mariska followed the Black rabbits CEO into his office and stood smartly in front of the desk, snapping a salute to the 2 caldari already stood either side Federic “Gilgamesh1980” Chopin's chair as he settles into it.
Ryan Masonary and Amy “Cynobaby1” Rheyne the two commanders of the White rabbits the industry corp of TGA ignored the salute both eyeing the red haired Ushra'Khan warrior with some distaste. Chopin however nodded and indicated the seat opposite him pulling a pad out of a pile while Eliza Sat down.
“I some how always knew you'd be back Eliza.” Chopin looked up from the pad. “However these two have some issues.”
The Brutor sighed slightly “Permission to speak freely sir?” At Chopin's nod she continued “Sir every time I leave I come back I have the Rabbits in my blood and cannot see myself leaving again If thes....” Eliza stopped short as Chopin raised a hand.
“Your in Kid don't worry I said you was so you was.” Federic didn't seem to notice the face Amy made at this.
The slight Caldari women spoke up “However you're friend Mia is not welcome in TWR I promised her one return and she used that a few months ago.”
Ryan, The CEO of TWR spoke for the first time. “If and only if you prove yourself will she be allowed. I warned you last time.”
Eliza sighed “I guess I expected that. Me and The commander have seen battle together many a time Sometimes just the two of us and maybe sienna versus up to 200. My honour is the only thing I Have left after changing corps so many times. I'm a warrior so if I can prove myself to you two via fighting I will if not I guess Mia wont be able to supply me as easy.”
Chopin seemed to detect the tenseness of the two white rabbits as he Nodded to Eliza and said “Dismissed get your billet sorted tell Sienna to contact me when she's ready.”
Eliza “Dame Death” Mariska now a Rabbit again nodded and headed out of the office.
Sunday, 2 May 2010
Time to ride into Hell
(( re: this/ ))
I looked down at the message again feeling more anger then I had in a long time.
“Gallicia has Camilla” There was a set of coordinates as well.
The door to her room burst open and Sienna rushed in followed by a few other pilots. “When we move?.”
I shook my head “I cant ask you to do this guys.”
I smiled slightly as the whole group burst out laughing with various calls of “you didn't”
A few minutes later I was on board my revelation looking at Sienna's Nyx spooling up its Jump drive. I twisted my drones around and saw the other ships of this small feet preparing for battle.
It was time to come for my people again, This time a personal friend.
I looked down at the message again feeling more anger then I had in a long time.
“Gallicia has Camilla” There was a set of coordinates as well.
The door to her room burst open and Sienna rushed in followed by a few other pilots. “When we move?.”
I shook my head “I cant ask you to do this guys.”
I smiled slightly as the whole group burst out laughing with various calls of “you didn't”
A few minutes later I was on board my revelation looking at Sienna's Nyx spooling up its Jump drive. I twisted my drones around and saw the other ships of this small feet preparing for battle.
It was time to come for my people again, This time a personal friend.
Thursday, 29 April 2010
Random Musings
Blood traitor.
Two words that have been used to describe me a lot lately. Although never by those Matari that fight beside me everyday. When I put this to my comrades in U'K a few weeks ago and asked to be tried the response I got from a few I have to admit made me smile a bit
“fuck that shit. someone much higher up than me gave you an opportunity to prove yourself in the ushra'kahn, and that' all I need to trust you”
This was proven a few days ago when, due to Sienna assisting some old friends of ours in the bleaks, we was both asked to either promise not to do it ever again or leave TDR.
I've already abandoned enough friends in my past so for me this wasn't a option and Sienna agreed. However within a few hours of this being known we was offered places in most other corps in the Alliance.
So whatever I was in the past, Angel. Ammatar, Gurista doesn't matter.
I stand now proud as a fleet commander of the Ushra'Khan who's being called blood traitor by Matari who most the time are not even out of school yet. Guess what I have to figure out is how to convince them I've changed without fighting beside them.
Friday, 5 March 2010
Return to g-5 Part one
G-5EN2
Providence.
I guide my Curse class recon into the docking bay my camera drones picking up the Vagabond class assault cruiser on my flank.
I dock and as I disembark I see the pilot of the Vaga is who I thought it would be.
Karn Mithralia...... A foe I have always respected now a allie and one of the few I know still holds some respect for me.
He gives me a curt nod and we exit the hanger in silence the assault rifles over each of our backs sign that the station wasn't quite secure.
We head deeper inside going down to where the old “re educational” facility was the marines we pass given Karn a quick salute. I follow the other Brutor silently tensing as we exit the lift at the sound of small arms laser fire.
I chuck a glance to my left and see Karn already bringing his rifle to bear, I do the same knowing the marines hadn't got this deep yet.
As we round the corner still yet to say a word to each other I see 2 figures in Amarr uniforms pouring fire into a group of slaves crowed against the bulkheads.
It comes without thinking the rifle comes up and the two figures fall. Looking closer I see their Brutor and hear Karn mutter “Fucking Ammatar.” he makes a call and soon a squad of troops arrive to take care of the survivors and we continue.
We turn a corner and I stop there in front of us is the great doors of the “Re-educational” facility.
Without a word me and Karn head to the doors and standing on opssite sides push them open.
After a few barges they give way and a foul stench Emerges.
Ten months earlier
I check my weapon and head in the slaves lining the walls all securely tied. The two guards behind me point me towards the back. “She's over there.”
I nod and head over to the back ignoring the glares I'm getting from the Matari salves and reach my target.
I saw the vherokior blue eyes staring into my own silently asking for mercy. But I had my orders I put my pistol up against her head and fired.
The guards moved forward to remove the body but I wave them back. “No leave it that's what terrorists get.”
Present day
I lean against the wall and see Karn moving to support me I wave him back “I'm fine.”
I gather myself and head inside.
To be continued.........
Providence.
I guide my Curse class recon into the docking bay my camera drones picking up the Vagabond class assault cruiser on my flank.
I dock and as I disembark I see the pilot of the Vaga is who I thought it would be.
Karn Mithralia...... A foe I have always respected now a allie and one of the few I know still holds some respect for me.
He gives me a curt nod and we exit the hanger in silence the assault rifles over each of our backs sign that the station wasn't quite secure.
We head deeper inside going down to where the old “re educational” facility was the marines we pass given Karn a quick salute. I follow the other Brutor silently tensing as we exit the lift at the sound of small arms laser fire.
I chuck a glance to my left and see Karn already bringing his rifle to bear, I do the same knowing the marines hadn't got this deep yet.
As we round the corner still yet to say a word to each other I see 2 figures in Amarr uniforms pouring fire into a group of slaves crowed against the bulkheads.
It comes without thinking the rifle comes up and the two figures fall. Looking closer I see their Brutor and hear Karn mutter “Fucking Ammatar.” he makes a call and soon a squad of troops arrive to take care of the survivors and we continue.
We turn a corner and I stop there in front of us is the great doors of the “Re-educational” facility.
Without a word me and Karn head to the doors and standing on opssite sides push them open.
After a few barges they give way and a foul stench Emerges.
Ten months earlier
I check my weapon and head in the slaves lining the walls all securely tied. The two guards behind me point me towards the back. “She's over there.”
I nod and head over to the back ignoring the glares I'm getting from the Matari salves and reach my target.
I saw the vherokior blue eyes staring into my own silently asking for mercy. But I had my orders I put my pistol up against her head and fired.
The guards moved forward to remove the body but I wave them back. “No leave it that's what terrorists get.”
Present day
I lean against the wall and see Karn moving to support me I wave him back “I'm fine.”
I gather myself and head inside.
To be continued.........
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
New Colours, Old Sins
Catch.
Unknown system.
02/03/112YC
I willed the small but powerful Purifier class bomber forward slowly careful to stay cloaked. While looking the station in front of me over.
As I passed over the top I saw the red fist painted on the stations surface. The same emblem was painted on the ships out side it. I once again checked my cloak, It didn't matter it was painted on the underbelly of my hull as well I had been fighting these guys for almost 2 years and was consided a blood traitor by many of them. Wouldn't be surprised if they saw the Amarr hull and opened up.
Not without reason did I have this tag, For the past 18months on and off I've been flying under the flag of the Amarr empire.
I increased my orbit making sure to avoid the patrol vessel's that may de cloak me. “Where was she.”
I double checked the message Sienna had sent me Yes I was in the right place so where was she.
Suddenly my proximity alarms sounded a Thanatos class carrier had landed right on top of me. I banked sharply up my cloak disengaged my heart in my mouth as I noticed the U'K markings.
“About time you showed up Eliza get that thing on bored already.” The familiar Jen-Mei voice put me at ease as I guided the frigate into one of the hanger bays.
One hour later.
I look over the table in the bar at Sienna her Jen-Mei skin almost as dark as my own.
“Its strange being on the other side I'll say that.”
She smiles weakly putting her drink down looking straight at me.
“This is it Eliza no more switching sides. Makk has given us the chance probably getting ripped into for it to. You swap again I will not follow you.”
I nod slowly knowing she speaks the truth and is serious.
“I'm as fed up as moving as you are Sienna don't worry. Going to be hard to be trusted though, Hell your have it hard enough but I'm a Brutor that's spent 2 years helping the Amarr,”
She nods and stands up heading to the Exit. “Just keep your head down fight like hell and hope for the best, It'll work out if you fight for it.”
Sienna leaves leaving me to think on her words.
Unknown system.
02/03/112YC
I willed the small but powerful Purifier class bomber forward slowly careful to stay cloaked. While looking the station in front of me over.
As I passed over the top I saw the red fist painted on the stations surface. The same emblem was painted on the ships out side it. I once again checked my cloak, It didn't matter it was painted on the underbelly of my hull as well I had been fighting these guys for almost 2 years and was consided a blood traitor by many of them. Wouldn't be surprised if they saw the Amarr hull and opened up.
Not without reason did I have this tag, For the past 18months on and off I've been flying under the flag of the Amarr empire.
I increased my orbit making sure to avoid the patrol vessel's that may de cloak me. “Where was she.”
I double checked the message Sienna had sent me Yes I was in the right place so where was she.
Suddenly my proximity alarms sounded a Thanatos class carrier had landed right on top of me. I banked sharply up my cloak disengaged my heart in my mouth as I noticed the U'K markings.
“About time you showed up Eliza get that thing on bored already.” The familiar Jen-Mei voice put me at ease as I guided the frigate into one of the hanger bays.
One hour later.
I look over the table in the bar at Sienna her Jen-Mei skin almost as dark as my own.
“Its strange being on the other side I'll say that.”
She smiles weakly putting her drink down looking straight at me.
“This is it Eliza no more switching sides. Makk has given us the chance probably getting ripped into for it to. You swap again I will not follow you.”
I nod slowly knowing she speaks the truth and is serious.
“I'm as fed up as moving as you are Sienna don't worry. Going to be hard to be trusted though, Hell your have it hard enough but I'm a Brutor that's spent 2 years helping the Amarr,”
She nods and stands up heading to the Exit. “Just keep your head down fight like hell and hope for the best, It'll work out if you fight for it.”
Sienna leaves leaving me to think on her words.
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